When five, she scraped in soft, black ground
a hole—a grave—to cuddle what she found
below the steps; a baby turtle; dead.
Splayed neck and legs and cracked green shell
told her of death and worse, of disregard.
She took her sister’s glass jewel-box
and lay Turtle in on velvet cloth, covered
him over, patted, caressed his final bed;
she sang a song she’d heard the choir sing
while fashioning a cross from sticks and string.
Three days straight, she exhumed his remains
but Turtle’s knowing smile did not change.
At death, soul flies, flesh melts away, they said.
At five, she wanted only fireflies’ night vitrine
to sooth a disquiet mind; to run, to sing.