Belated Words

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Tag: poems

  • Bird Haiku

    Grackle

    Brazen hundreds flaunt

    their stuff, screaming their presence;

    conquering the trees.

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    Bluejay

    Unsympathetic;

    reigning, brassy-blue diva

    of the canopy.

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    Bluebird

    The blue of God’s eyes;

    with cheek-blushed breast, you flutter

    in your dainty bath.

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    Crow

    Black hole against soft

    sky blue as boy-baby blue;

    harsh as a night scream.

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    Mourning Dove

    Flushed from brush in twos;

    rattling chortles of wings lift

    them to lowest limbs.

    They call in soft glee.

    Mistaken for sad laments,

     their calls haunt our days.

    Skeptical of bliss;

     we refuse to hear pure joy

    of a gleeful heart.

  • Maybe, it’s just me, but…

    My mind can not comprehend a meaning.

    Surely, you merely, poke fun;

    content to tease less agile minds

    ……………..sliding words along,

    a string of pearls nicely strung,

    glossed with an aura of interrelated-import,

    advancing only themselves across the page.

    The meter, the sound, the flow is sweet

    but what do you…. so delightfully…… decline to say?

    Do you at night giggling safely in your bed,

    berate yourself for naughtiness,

    or…..crying, fear your efforts wanting?

    Listen…there!…. Listen.  Are you repeating what you hear?

  • The Mower

    Still…I feel the spongy dead-stop of my swing

    of blade against the harden broom-sedge tuft.

    Higher, I reasoned, taking another swipe

    with a sling-blade taller than my six years.

    Golden grass flowed with the blow yielding only

    dry flotsam with straw scented disappointment.

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    So strange….memories lingering half-centuries;

    others just a day, a moment, or never really made.

    My first remembered ambition: to lay low

    that field, expansive then, for no particular reason

    other than to see it felled…..to smell accomplishment.

    Stubborn grasses or allergies brought tears

    and abandonment of blade and pride; both

    flung down hard…..then dreams for years self-thwarted.

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    Now….walking aware, overstepping briars,

    through fields of desiccated, swishing grasses;

    hand, palm down flat, I caress resilient sedge tops.

    My blade, bright with sharpen glints, shouldered.

    I’m ready to swing with practiced ease but

    only for purpose and with reverence for grasses.

  • Memorial

    Separation is the state of final

    acknowledgement of the absolute.

    Existing in relation to all, you cannot

    complete yourself but we will be here,

    remembering your name, speaking humbly,

    offering colorful ribbons and tears.

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    Sacrifice is the act, the act that ends.

    Who made the choice is not the point to argue;

    you were chosen or made the choice yourself.

    Whether the cause was just or not or moot,

    something was required and you were loss.

    Now, you  have that knowing that eludes us.

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    Placated, soothed by ritualistic words,

    we read hollow text and embarrassed by

    uncouth grief and the shriek of loss we pray,

    speaking of the Ultimate Sacrifice;

    we whisper the name of that demigod.

    Here….we will never have that knowing.

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    Guilt is the word, the word that tells,

    leaving no room for elaboration.

    We wrap and place your bones with no dreams in

    The Cave of the Devoured Prolifics.

    On occasion, we hear their soft clacking;

    lighting short candles, we appease with chants.

  • For Malala

    It seems they revel in being reviled;

    those who want to be hated will always

    relish the atrocious, seek our disgust.

    That is why they provoke us to attack;

    our outrage caresses their ecstasy.

    Some call them animals but the only

    creatures demeaned is the wolf and the fowl.

  • place

    Context can not exist without place
    but even an airless nothing is place
    humm…you would be dead in such a place.

    But you are still there, your remains, right?
    You can tell I don’t do philosophy
    my head’s not in the right place.

    When my wife berates a spider or fly
    for being in the same room as herself
    I proffer an ill-considered smirk

    “Everybody has got to be someplace”.
    She eyes me as the fool I am coolly
    commanding I kill the poor thing.

    Forced to choose between one or the other
    insecticide or disobedience
    puts me between a rock and a hard place.

    This is not going the way I had planned
    I had foreseen a gloriously drawn
    depiction of the natural world and

    of the need of awareness of man’s place
    in the flow of things toward perfection.
    (whether created by the roll of dice

    or by a divine is irrelevant)
    but no my muse has put me in my place.
    Perhaps another day another place.

  • Let me go…three times

    Haiku:

    Let me go gently,

    like a welcomed breeze at dusk;

    a graceful exit.

    Let me go..

    Let me go….

    Between pulses of pain,

    frozen in a paralytic millisecond of bliss;

    like a mammoth in ice,

    mouth immovable in mid syllable,

    forever

    about to say something memorable.

    Caregiver’s Lament:

    Let me go after you are gone

    if only for a little while;

    when you are gone I will revert,

    with little regret, even joy,

    to indulgences I postponed

    that I might be here to sooth you.

    “You are my reason for living.”

    a cliché so misunderstood,

    has more to do with love and sad

    obligation undertaken

     almost unnoticed ….but freely

    and that wears, tears and can break will.

    I crave to sniff, sip and savor

    my hot, old bliss, irregardless

    of how fleeting or injurious.

    I give you all the world I have:

    my true love without resentment;

    I have your gratitude and love….

    which barely suffices at times.

           

                

  • I hate politics

     

    They ask for money daily now;

    horrid how principles rain ruin,

    hinder purpose, drain the coffers.

     

    I give one more quick donation;

    ten dollars, freely with sadness

    …..and hope.  We have a little left

    this month, but the donut hole looms,

    a snare that could snap both bone and will.

  • Dread

    Always the palpable dread turning behind

    my smile or frown; I’m the victim in the

    horror film that feels the sentient house’s

    aura on approach, the foreboding, the angst.

    Behind the pulled shade she waits to inform,

    throwing looks, crying distrust of even me,

    her tenaculum snared offspring.  I come to do

    her bidding grudgingly; a calloused hearted son.

    I’ve never learned: I attempt to reason, to plea,

    but logic is dead in her house, killed by disease

    which mints lies and villains as readily

    as harsh light cast shadows onto a wall.

    She’s not the one needing help she warns,

    but the others and, yes, me too, if I think so!

    So absolute in her anger…I wish it were true;

    this helplessness precludes affection.

  • My Fortieth Year…3:47 A.M.

    There were footsteps outside my door last night;

    loose gravel crunched, there was a catch in a gait.

    Something stood squinting in the darkness

    checking a number or matching a date.

    My heart ran rampant, throbbing, pumping dread;

    an emptying slash…..now a cavernous hollow.

    Opened now……anti-being knows my smell;

    when will it beckon for me to follow?

    I was actually 40 before I seriously considered and accepted the concept of mortality.  I awoke in the middle of the night with the most horrid feeling which haunted me for days.  This poem was an effort many, many years  ago to put words to it.  This feeling initiated the clichéd “mid-life crisis” which I quickly and completely recovered from…I’m now content, accepting and at ease.