Tag: depression

  • sweet gum pods

    Thursday:

    It’s all gray against gray today.

    Gray squirrels run high, hairline limbs

    spidering from sweet gum silhouettes’

    charcoal sketch against liquid lead clouds:

    a seething sea/death gray pock-marked with

    barbed seed pods floating like mines

    in wait of gray hulled ships

    to surprise and explode to brilliant yellow.

    Even an anonymous death could brighten this day.

    Sunday:

    The moment so precious,

    yet…..called,

    I rise, with expletive, to abandon

    the sun and grackles swarm the trees

    jeering my concessions,

    shaming me,

    plopping sweet gum pod’s

    barbed, brown blessings,

    on a god’s green grass

    and my sinner’s head.

  • Going out of Living Sale!

    I’ll stick that sign at the end of the drive

    Monitoring any respond…spying through

    Cracks at the sides of shades, now drawn,

    Which, unlike my neighbors’, were raised

    Night and day in defiance of hidden lives.

     

    Must I place items neatly on slackly shelves

    Or will the sign itself be enough to summon

    What I am seeking….and what am I craving;

    A grimace, a laugh, a Jehovah’s Witness tract;

    A splintered door jamb and feet rushing in?

     

    What would adorn a shelf, entice another,

    That they would not already have, though,

    Perhaps, deny?  My truths, though clean,

    Sparkling spirals to me are likely idiocy

    To them as theirs to me.  The sign is enough.

  • grackles swarm the trees

     

     

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    Once again, delightful squeaking swarms the trees,
    celebrating en masse, here to there; chucked down
    by some suspect deity who, for whatever reason,
    laments or teases my petering out; my “it is what it is”

    Rescued, again, by one with a scratching voice;
    compelling a lifting of chin, a prying away of eyes
    from ground, from monitored, measured steps;
    I search the canopy for Joy: There! She lingers!