
Winters harsh dream gone…
yet…seeping residue…angst
path on cracked blue ice.


Winters harsh dream gone…
yet…seeping residue…angst
path on cracked blue ice.
“What does the lake feel?”
Emerald depth
cold weighed down resisting
dreaded ascension

dead leaves rasp the street
smashed turtle at our feet—blood
caution—slow approach
respectful soft sniff
looking up to me—confused?
unable to speak
blinded windows locked
fireflies taunting us…blink…glow
mystic in plump dusk
shells fall as spring rain…
the widows child dies…and yet
hearts are leaping pups
“What is this weather in my soul?
This nameless weather:
Squirrel’s flag-tail pulsating
A silent, nil day.
Exceptional drought……
memory’s ceaseless loop roils;
turkey vultures soar.
Daylight, unforgiving and true,
caught my hands at ease, flat,
unflatteringly flat, upon my knees.
Loosely applied over blue-veined
rivers and tendon ridges, a pliant
skin reveals a history of scars:
puckered, punctured stars, sliced
crescents, rude tears and gouges
all ungulate in a lighter hue over
blue-veined rivers and tendon ridges.
A skinscape of a crazed topographer;
a delineation of years of labor,
of incidences with sharp edges,
of inabilities, and worst, inattention,
of flailing arms and careless hands;
hands with slender fingers
better spread across opened pages
gently tapping, counting, calling out the joy.

Calla lends herself to lyric,
Flowing lines sync; visual rhyme.
You and me, our whining’s, not so much.
She exist in pastel syllables,
Cello bliss, dabs from the sacred palette;
Copyrighted; forbidden to us, by ourselves.
Deprived, we paint only you and me:
Gray lamentations, stark primary tints;
Decrying fate in strident sketches
Of perceived losses and longings.
Satiation, our illusive deity;
Calla, complete, an ignored embrace.
I recall the bucket of coopered staves to lower,
splash and feeling the weight filling. Soft rope,
braided and frayed winding round a slicked-log
spindle cranked by hand up through a squeaking
pulley would bring the bucket of water up to us.
I claimed first sip from the tarnished tin dipper
made cold to my lips by the wells sweet water.
•
If I caught him in a good mood, Old-man Carter
would sigh, lean his cane and lift me up to stare
down into the cool, unquiet, enticing darkness;
his private black hole protected by lid and shed.
Tall, taciturn and humorless, I though, he told me,
“A woman hides in the well and sings to me.”
“You drink the water?” I asked. “I do.” he bragged.
•
Even at five, I knew people told lies or as
Mama called them: stories. You’re telling me
a story! she would allege puckering her brow.
A thousand siren songs pulled me from the well;
decades falling away before I knew her name;
the woman beneath the water down the well
who sings to sooth and protect her only child.
•
A goddess, yet still, only a frail creature hiding
from those that would disfigure, abuse, and
malign her for the songs of truth she sings;
holding Virtue, sweet child, tight to her, she
watches for descending light, a face above,
an ear attentive to voices other than its own.
“You drink the water?” you ask. “I do.” I brag.
•
We all bear witness, self-sworn daily,
speaking our lies, shinier than truth;
painting ourselves, molding a visage
of reflections from fouled mirrors.
We profess enlightenment yet cling
to darkness choosing each sin care-
fully writing new, discreet definitions.
What is written will endure; flourish.
Our heart’s script perishes with flesh.