Author: Leo

  • sweet gum pods

    Thursday:

    It’s all gray against gray today.

    Gray squirrels run high, hairline limbs

    spidering from sweet gum silhouettes’

    charcoal sketch against liquid lead clouds:

    a seething sea/death gray pock-marked with

    barbed seed pods floating like mines

    in wait of gray hulled ships

    to surprise and explode to brilliant yellow.

    Even an anonymous death could brighten this day.

    Sunday:

    The moment so precious,

    yet…..called,

    I rise, with expletive, to abandon

    the sun and grackles swarm the trees

    jeering my concessions,

    shaming me,

    plopping sweet gum pod’s

    barbed, brown blessings,

    on a god’s green grass

    and my sinner’s head.

  • Walking Fuzz 2

    Walking Fuzz 2

    October’s crisp wind and golden sun
    long held hostage far into November
    finally made release, fled detention
    and Fuzz drags me up Chevelle Drive
    for our daily inspection of Redneckville
    joyful in his visions of scent pursuit,
    seeing things I can’t even imagine, while
    I chase just one untainted glimpse of bliss
    passed Grand Prix Blvd onto Bonneville
    and a beer-bellied neighbor pretends not
    to see us. “Great day!” I holler, loudly,
    eliciting a Sam Elliot limp like wave as he
    poses before a flittering Trumpbo banner.
    Suns’ warmth pulls us further up the hill
    through ditch’s trash and desiccate weeds
    expanding our collection of beggar’s lice
    and across from Really-loud-Mustang guys
    a cast off bag of Cuties, over-ripe delights,
    and I stand and peel and devour, for show.
    Fuzz in ecstasy jerks my leash to go and
    I clutching my rescued Cuties relent and
    grudgingly we retrace our happy steps the
    breeze hard against our backs, bittersweet,
    pushing me to end my brief get away and
    I pray, well, just hope, I don’t really pray,
    she did not forget and get up and fall. Yea!
    She’s fine reclining in her chair, alert buzzer
    not screaming, competing with the Bee Gees
    Jive Talkin‘ for the umpteenth time and
    “Hun, the nursing home called three times;
    I forgot how to answer the damn phone!”

    I always take the phone. Why not today?

  • Nimbus

    Wind awakens in courteous puffs

    nudging drowsy trees to breathing, yet

    allowing lazy-child chime a sleep-in.

    Yawning sun flows over dew-sheen

    in soft sighs, sating my August heart.

    Yet, with the brimming, fear of the hollow

    following; the known ebbing of hope

    of this bliss someday returning.

    Grass laid down his jeweled-cloak

    to cast my steps in brief time, but

    ……my prints are fading fast behind;

    I’ve laid no cave line, the way is lost.

    One step passed bliss was taken:

    one, two, then more into this alien tangle;

    dew-bliss, now, only a suspect memory,

    a dying nimbus, a heart’s quiver only.

  • who knows?

    Goldfinch ravishing the sunflowers!  Too much yellow!

    Too loud; his song demanding…screeching:  Me! Me!

    Entertaining, but not subtle enough for beauty?  Maybe.

    Though there are truths he does parade; offering for a fee.

    Can beauty only be the delicate; truth only glaring?

    “The truth is ugly!” “You can’t handle the truth!”

    A curve of flesh, real, depicted or imagined can still

    Elicit bliss; the intuited joy of the incorruptible line.

    Gastrocnemius, Soleus, Iliotbial, Peroneus enfolded;

    The legs perfection of muscle, tendon, bone and skin.

    Middle-aged crisis guy entranced by a woman’s legs;

    Her elongated neck’s porcelain skin, shiver releasing.

    Does need dictate the beauty we see…becoming our truths?

    Truth might be beauty; perceived beauty our only truths.

  • Muse

    Why search purposefully fabricated, lying walls,

    That trashy sweet gum, this August depletion;

    Listening for the….A…purveyor of truth?

    Again, I enact this sweet, silencing ritual

    With little nuance; certainly with no perfection.

    With paper…neatly creased, and pen gently held

    I smile, waiting for Muse to tweak the light.

    Muse is our deliverance…or…our false prophet;

    Which? “Ignorance is bliss.” Just give me light!

  • Going out of Living Sale!

    I’ll stick that sign at the end of the drive

    Monitoring any respond…spying through

    Cracks at the sides of shades, now drawn,

    Which, unlike my neighbors’, were raised

    Night and day in defiance of hidden lives.

     

    Must I place items neatly on slackly shelves

    Or will the sign itself be enough to summon

    What I am seeking….and what am I craving;

    A grimace, a laugh, a Jehovah’s Witness tract;

    A splintered door jamb and feet rushing in?

     

    What would adorn a shelf, entice another,

    That they would not already have, though,

    Perhaps, deny?  My truths, though clean,

    Sparkling spirals to me are likely idiocy

    To them as theirs to me.  The sign is enough.

  • Haiku

    final bucket list:

    Do not make a bucket list

    green frog is singing

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  • pilgrimage

    When I was a kid, parents could still release their kids upon the world in morning’s sun with a simple, “Be back by suppertime.” We were free to wander the nearby pine thickets, brier patches, train tracks and trickling streams. We wanted to go to spots where our bikes had to be abandon; hastily pushed into the broom sage field to hide them. Yes, bikes were stolen back then but that was our worst fear; we felt safe otherwise. Each day was a pilgrimage and the destination was of little importance. I was searching for something to surprise, to quicken interest, to justify my prowling barefoot and shirtless through terrain replete with sharp stones, briars, thorns and snakes and I, or we, often did.

    Once, Charlie and I found a huge, dead frog and decided to dissect him. We, or at least, I learned more about biology (and guilt) that day than I would ever learn in a classroom. I also learned that persimmons sucked and muscadines were divine and that reaching to pick blackberries from a bush and suddenly seeing a king snake stretched along the length of the very cain you were about to touch could make you run faster than any amount of training or blood doping.

    Now, in my seventies and putting-off a knee replacement, my walks are limited to walking my dog in our neighborhood. Luckily, it is an old subdivision with many lots, too low to build on, left in woods and undergrowth. A few days ago I saw something I would have hiked days to see if that were possible. I remember lamenting several time over the past few years that I had never seem an owl in the wild despite many years of bird-watching (purely amateurish in execution). That day I saw one, a block away from my house; not just a little screech-owl sitting on a limb but a huge Great Horned Owl sitting atop a dead opossum just off the roadway. There was one of those movie moments when the frame is frozen and nothing moves, not even a breeze. I turned my head for an instant to check my dog’s response. I looked back and the owl was gone; silently he had vanished leaving his opossum and a memory I will always have; well, at least for a long while.  Walk with open eyes and heart; amazing things hid in plain sight.

  • grackles swarm the trees

     

     

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    Once again, delightful squeaking swarms the trees,
    celebrating en masse, here to there; chucked down
    by some suspect deity who, for whatever reason,
    laments or teases my petering out; my “it is what it is”

    Rescued, again, by one with a scratching voice;
    compelling a lifting of chin, a prying away of eyes
    from ground, from monitored, measured steps;
    I search the canopy for Joy: There! She lingers!

  • greed

    Perhaps, I am too quick to call it Greed:
                            this yearning for an accumulation,
    this lust of Mine! self-gratification,
                            a trophy case crammed with coin, 
    heads (metaphorical and otherwise),
                            ivory trinkets carved of banned tusk,
    Likes, notches on the bedpost 
                            (that shows my age!) Firepower!
    The rich give, but not without accolades, 
                             plaques for display and….receipts.
    Nature demands self-interest 
                             if we are to survive, but studies show:
    the poor give more than the rich;
                              percentage wise, of course!
    (that could be Fake News)
                             One thing to me, another thing to you.
    What of a heart soothed by Riches lure
                              more than thanks of those in need?
    Perhaps, I am too quick to call it greed;
                              one thing to me, another thing to you.